SPOILER Player realm beast theory

these are just some things I noticed that kinda fit well together for the player being a realm beast of the physical world or at least used to be

so I noticed the player has abilities that relate to both light and war, and if the player is a realm beast of the physical world
then them using these abilities is like being set on fire but using that fire on you to cause damage or spread it
to other people. and the reason orphion and ??? guy from hunters calling both try to influence in you in some way
is because they're subconsciously trying to influence you like the world itself. and the emotions, color, energy, and life you feel in apotheosis
and the reason its weight cannot be comprehended is maybe because these are the emotions and life of the whole world so you when you trying reach for something you once were you
feel the emotions and life of the world which you used to embody and which you are now separated from
also the shadows, the crown, and the world who separated us from our soul might be about
talking about saphanis, anathema, and orphion
and the split was because of the portals opening maybe?

there are some things here that are kind of stretches like the world meaning orphion and how the player doesn't
have any abilities related to dern, even if dern also has influence(maybe in a future update we'll get some idk tho)

but it makes enough sense to me so I'd like to hear other peoples thoughts on this