Comments on Profile Post by TurtleTheSeawing

I still feel like a dumbass right now...
You don't really know 100%... my dad was in the war, so when he yells... he he sounds like a Drill Sargent that is pissed off

imo, it doesnt matter what he sounds like, if hes being and ass and a half, you block him out, like all the other h8ers

sorry, i really dont have any better advise

I accept that hug... but... atm... I need someone IRL to hug ;-;
I honestly just want to not feel the pain anymore...

also dem typos are so bad in all my posts, im sorry if you cant understand what i say x3

It's frustrating to be restricted to words, but I try. Here, have a cheesecake hug. Not many people get them. *hugs*

It's ok...
I just wish my parents knew what I went through every day... but they just won't listen... and the only reason I have been getting bad grades lately... is because of my Depression... I just feel worse and worse every day, I just feel dumber and dumber every day...

*hugs Cheesecake back*
I still feel awful...
I also didn't eat lunch today... or yesterday... I didn't eat lunch or Supper... all I had to eat this morning was a breakfast burrito and a cookie...

Eat something. You'll at least feel a bit better. Trust me.

Eat a cheesecake. Ok imma leave now

That's sad :/

I want to tell my parents... but, I know that they are just going to push it aside as an excuse

I'm starting to feel your pain.But well i accept u like u are

I told my parents... They didn't believe me when I told them that it was affecting my school work... They are taking my phone and replacing it with a flip phone... and they took my computer away...
Great... now I won't be able to get my main source of help... and I won't be able to even talk to my only friends... I feel more alone than ever ;-;

There are no words to express the sorrow I am feeling now...

i
im not sure how to
i i really want to help, but seeing as i cant jump through this screen and help.. i... i just dont know what to do... hang in there, it will get better, thats all i can say really

When things are at their worst, they can only get better. At least, they will if we have anything to say about it.

Well...
I think this is it, hoke... Are you going to suicide...?

HOLY HELL 420
THATS NOT SOMETHING YOU SAY
I WOULDNT NEVER
YOU
YOU NEVER SHOULD EVER SAY SUCH THINGS

You're making me cry, hoke. I love you. I still want you to live. I really don't want you to go, hoke.

hokes not going anywhere!
dont even think like that
please

Firefox... I know. But I'm not sure we can help hoke anymore... Look at the pain he is having.

Hoke wouldn't. He may be depressed, but he's not stupid.

nothing anyone says is worth a life, i know in my heart hoke will live, and that he will do great things, i wouldnt want it to ever end in such a way as that...

Still.

You can't control me...!

Hoke even said he hates his life...

but a thought like that isnt needed... not in a time like this..

There are times when you need to give up.

Even with strength around you, it's not enough.

BUT YOU CANT GIVE UP A LIFE
WHEN THOSE ARE LOST YOU CANT GET THEM BACK
YOU CANT GIVE IT AWAY
I DONT WANT THIS TO HAPPEN TO ANYONE
I DONT WANT ANOTHER PERSON I KNOW TO BE LOST

You can give up your life. I could give up my life, too.

BUT THIS ISNT HOW ITS MEANT TO BE
420, Vez, what ever you want to be called.. please... stop... this isnt the right way out.. good people, good people i know have done this wrong thing, i dont want this to happen, not again, and its not right for you to come and say that, in a time like this, its not right

I know there are better thoughts, and, those may overcome. :)

I thought you were hoke's friend... Why would you go telling him suicide is okay? It's not.

I guess it's not time. Only when it has to be.
But it isn't time. Not yet. I understand. Hope is real, and having no faith is yet stupid.
Hoke, I know you can do it. You're my best friend, right?
You too fire. May not look like it but I love you too. Heh.

I'm a traitor, though... *sigh*

?
wait... what?
a traitor?

Well, a few minutes ago...

I don't know what to say anymore.

sometimes nothing needs to be said, lets just, move on.

...
Guys... I never said I was going to kill myself...
I have lost literally 5 friends, and 1 family member to suicide... I ain't going to let you guys go through the pain, guilt, sorrow, and depression that I felt through all of those deaths...
I just... Feel alone right now... that's all...
I still have access to my school computer... if I sneak on... so, I can still talk to you guys... I just need to be careful.

Oh thank god hoke. I... I was seriously, just,,, I am on the verge of tears...

oh im so glad you wont hurt your self! i've been through it too.. and i dont want to go through it again, im so happy you know what you're doing.. please... try not to think about those other things

I am... I just use these posts to help me vent my emotions... I mean, I have a dog, and he is THE BEST DOG EVER for putting up with me in my emotional ... uhh... lets call them... my emotional "outbursts"
I will never leave you guys, you have all proven to be the ABSOLUTE BEST friends EVER... and... to be honest... I love you all... not love love you guys... but, I love you guys like friends <3

Just... don't get your school computer taken away. Please.

I won't... trust me, I am pretty sneaky ;P

ninja dragon confirmed

oooh...
im so drawing that XD

x3
I can't wait to see it... :)

Hoke, just know that we all love you as a friend, Back when i was suicidal you were one of the few people who were helping me out, thanks alot hoke, i approcate it :) you are a amazing person, dont let anyone tell you otherwise ;)

<3 *hugs Shta* You're one of my closest friends <3
And you are an amazing person as well <3