Some people make me feel awesome, like I belong here, and that I'm not annoying them with my presence, such as @TheFireFox @ShootingStar01 @legomasterweld @Hydra Lord @420quickscoper
Some of you make me feel good... but people like
Railiar
are kind of making me feel like I annoy the living shit out of them :(
If quitting the forums is what you need to do to help get rid of your depression, then do it. However, I suspect you value everyone's help too much to do that.
Don't get pissed off at those people for making me feel this way... it's not their fault, if I annoy them... then it would be my fault, I don't want to look like the one that turns everyone against each other... so, don't do anything to those people about this...
I try to, but some people just act like trolls to me about this... or just act like I am faking it, or at least presume to act like that, I can't explain it, it's just... idk... just a feeling...
Ignoring people is the key to happiness. No one needs the trolls arond here. And that what it's for. WHen you think they changed hit it again and take a look.
I know, but for some reason, one part of my mind just, doesn't allow it without me feeling guilty or something, I will ignore them, and then my mind will make me think I just overreacted, and then unignore them...
I mean, to be 10000000% honest with you, I don't want to leave the forums, I have made so many friends, and have so many good memories on here... that... if I left... ... ...
yes... I mean, honestly, IRL is much worse than here
I got the prick bullies that never leave me alone
I got divorced parents
I don't have my sister for help because she is out of college
I am 100% Stressed IRL.
And I feel alone, and helpless IRL...
On here, it's like almost all of that doesn't exist... but... people like Railiar that act like I annoy the fuck out of them, they make me feel terrible on the inside... like I don't belong, like the forums would be better without me, like it was before I joined...
But seriously though, it's best that you try and ignore the ones that are making your situation worse, if they're making you feel bad, you shouldn't take it as a way to get hurt. You have to stand up and say to that person "hey knock it off, it's really rude" or something among the lines of that, if they refuse, then ignore them. Don't let their insults be a way to try and overwhelm you.
@MyNameIsDivine
The fact is, is that I say these things to some people, and they always find a way to snake around what I say, to make it almost like what I said meant nothing, like it meant nothing to the conversation at all...
I... don't know tbh Vez... I just... feel like people would feel that it's for the best that I quit, because of it seems that lately, I have been kind of an annoyance... I mean, I am always in a pissy mood, I am always sad/depressed, I am always serious... all that... all wrapped into the little annoying bomb that is me...
If you quit the forums I will never forgive myself, for what I don't know, it would just be a shame. Haters out there are just idiots who try to make your life miserable because theirs is. C'mon, idiots will be idiots. They probably don't know what they are even doing in life
Also, you, or I need to have a talk with Railiar. If she/he hates you like the bullies at your school, then you need to tell it it's not your fault, because it isn't.
hoke! you have a lot of people here that depend on your fiendship! and if you quit, it would make them sad,
i bet ppl like rail are just taking there anger out becasue he wants as good friends as you, but cant cuz he's r00d,
dont listen to him, you have us
... yea... I know guys, I mean, I never did say I was going to quit... I just... feel like I should... because... Idk, reasons.
Also @420quickscoper , it's not that he hates me, and I don't hate him... well, maybe he hates me, but it's more that he sees me as annoying, and he is kind of the entire reason I made that thread about if I was annoying or not...
It is only what, the eye and the mind see. One can not see something and simply accept it as a fact. If I accept it as a fact, then it's a fact to me. But, sadly, it is always just an opinion.
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