Since a lot of you don't care, I'll try to keep this as short as possible, for those who do care. So, I have a problem with... people. Some people are naughty, some are nice... but, for some reason, my brain sees the naughty in people.
It's hard for me to accept stuff, instead, I usually want to change it, but, on the forums, it's not my place to be changing people. I would rather be nice to those people, and be friends with those people, but instead, for some reason, I keep seeing the bad more than the good.
And this makes it especially hard to just be here, since in my brain, I'm surrounded by mean, nasty, naughty people, even though that's not who they are. I mean, everyone's a bit selfish, right? And a bit mean, right? Even the nicest people make mistakes.
And, I guess the reason I haven't even been POSTING is because... well, I don't know, to be honest. I have problems with the forums, (Such as equality, people with more likes are treated like celebrities) but I don't know why that makes me unable to post anything.
Now, other than my brain, there are PRACTICAL reasons as to why I haven't been posting. For one, shaders hasen't updated to 1.8, so I can't do wynn's glory (Sorry!).
Two, I've lost my creativity. Simply because on the forums, there are so many SKILLED people, and I'm good at next to nothing. I just haven't found what I'm good at, which is really dissapointing.
So it's basically my fault I'm inactive. It's not that I don't want to be here, or that I don't like you guys, it's because subconsciously, I feel like I'm not wanted here. But, I'll try to be more active in the future. I'll probably fail, but hey, at least I tried.
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