Altakar

Day 1148 - I tried so hard to find a sky so full of stars that it would have blinded me to what I had seen. There's no sky that can do that.

Day 1147 - Philosophy is like my siren's song... there will be one more answer found in the watery graves of a thousand anguished descents.

Day 1146 - There's probably a few more answers I've been oblivious to. I don't even know what the questions are. I just know of the answers.

Day 1145 - I wonder how many memories I'd lose if this wall completely vanished. How many would be lost instantly and how many would decay?

Day 1144 - YouTube just decided to off itself on my phone and it refuses to play videos past their first ten seconds, someone send some help

Day 1143 - Paper cuts are always painful because the cut is rough instead of clean, I muse as I clean up after I cut my hand on an old nail.

Day 1142 - I should probably stop running the ceiling fan in my room when winter's already approaching. also here's a random hydration check

Day 1141 - I have no idea what's up in the attic door. All I know is that every few days a bug crawls out of it and I wait for it to go away

Day 1140 - I feel a little beaten up and a lot more alive, and I'd say that for just this one instance, that's actually somewhat beneficial.

Day 1139 - Spent three hours tonight in the poorly ventilated black hole that is my school. Wonder if the principal ever feels bad about it.

Day 1138 - Is life just going to end up being one of those hamster wheel races that just doesn't end? I don't really wanna end up with that.

Day 1137 - So how is everyone else doing now that their clocks got winded back an hour? The disorientation outweighs any potential benefits.

Day 1136 - It's still looking to get colder and the lights are still going to stay red. I think my eyes are starting to become desensitized.

Day 1135 - I'm pretty sure I've exhausted every reasonable "first two words" to start these rambles, excluding that time the void took over.

Day 1134 - One of my eyes has been feeling weird the past few nights. Add that to the list of things I should tell my doctor about but won't

Day 1133 - I don't remember the last time I ate too much food to the point where I kind of want to throw up. This feels absolutely terrible!

Day 1132 - It's been several months already and so many attempts to make my sleep schedule not completely trash have flown out of the window

Day 1131 - I got some new lightbulbs today and had them display red light for the night. Pretty good tactic to get your family to avoid you.

Day 1130 - ...well that was a hell of a trip. I don't know if I'm actually insane or if I'm just pretending I'm insane to avoid ugly truths.

Day 1129 - scattered to the winds. no point in finding out where he's headed. if he's reconstructed from what we left behind he deserves it.