Altakar

Day 1157 - The winter makes me want to claw my face off. Between the dry cold and the horrible scars, it's just not an enjoyable experience.

Day 1156 - The red lights are certainly not helping whatever psychological decay the past few months hit me with. Just let me drown already.

Day 1155 - Who here has a family big enough to get into some nasty Thanksgiving arguments? It should have been the greatest part of the day.

Day 1154 - I could use some cold water right now. Some to drink, some to wash my face with, and the rest for when the sun will rise tomorrow

Day 1153 - I don't have to get up early tomorrow. What if I just decided to not get up at all? Or just not go down in the first place? Hm...

Day 1152 - You know what I just realized... college applications and occult spirit summoning games really aren't that different... are they?

Day 1151 - How many different playback machines am I inevitably going to break before this stops? Evidently, it is going to be far too many.

Day 1150 - The rest of my family judges me for my keyboard. Yeah it's probably older than me but I don't get what's wrong about the keyboard

Day 1149 - The day at which that one familiar hallway stretches on to infinity is probably going to be the day that you vanish for eternity.

Day 1148 - I tried so hard to find a sky so full of stars that it would have blinded me to what I had seen. There's no sky that can do that.

Day 1147 - Philosophy is like my siren's song... there will be one more answer found in the watery graves of a thousand anguished descents.

Day 1146 - There's probably a few more answers I've been oblivious to. I don't even know what the questions are. I just know of the answers.

Day 1145 - I wonder how many memories I'd lose if this wall completely vanished. How many would be lost instantly and how many would decay?

Day 1144 - YouTube just decided to off itself on my phone and it refuses to play videos past their first ten seconds, someone send some help

Day 1143 - Paper cuts are always painful because the cut is rough instead of clean, I muse as I clean up after I cut my hand on an old nail.

Day 1142 - I should probably stop running the ceiling fan in my room when winter's already approaching. also here's a random hydration check

Day 1141 - I have no idea what's up in the attic door. All I know is that every few days a bug crawls out of it and I wait for it to go away

Day 1140 - I feel a little beaten up and a lot more alive, and I'd say that for just this one instance, that's actually somewhat beneficial.

Day 1139 - Spent three hours tonight in the poorly ventilated black hole that is my school. Wonder if the principal ever feels bad about it.

Day 1138 - Is life just going to end up being one of those hamster wheel races that just doesn't end? I don't really wanna end up with that.