Altakar

im stands for ingredient man

Happy birthday moth man and @btdmaster

that time of year again, I suppose-
happy birthday moth man.

day 1306 - the voices are here. they whisper, beckoning me towards a horrible, irreversible fate (they want me to work at retail)

Day 1294 - Recently lost access to my main account and had to move to an alt account. If you see altamoth in the wild, be sure to say hello!

where

moth is gone

Day 1191 - If 2020 was a pulse monitor, blipping between highest highs and lowest lows, 2021 was the flatline as the year blurred into haze.

Day 1190 - Strangely peaceful. I suppose there isn't anything to do anymore but it still feels a little bit uncanny despite the nothingness.

Day 1189 - Found a trash bag that definitely isn't mine in my garbage bin today. There is a small but nonzero chance of this going... badly.

Day 1188 - There really isn't much to do anymore, and I find that so relaxing. This is one of the last chances I get to have time just stop.

Day 1187 - It's too cold to keep walking, but they're relaxing. Apart from feeling that you aren't supposed to walk in the suburbs, it works

Day 1185 - Hope everyone enjoyed their Christmas. I went out for a walk yesterday. Wasn't the gift I expected but I decided to make it work.

Day 1184 - What's left to get out of this? The wick has already been burnt to ash several times over, and is there anything else to recover?

Day 1183 - New hotfixes seem just a little bit cool. Nothing else to be said about them. Guess I'll just go and move on with my night, then.

Day 1182 - Now that winter break is beginning, I should be able to live through the rest of this year with some peace and quiet... hopefully

Day 1181 - I suppose that if any of this was real, I'd maybe stick around for a little while longer. Maybe watch the fireplace or something.

Day 1180 - There is no point in losing my mind every night trying to keep this going for so much longer than it has had any reason to exist.

Day 1178 - There's something fascinating about watching the tree of your possibilities being pruned right in front of your very own eyes....

Day 1177 - It must be nice to be privileged enough to be able to step away from the cards of life. It'd be a shame if it we made it painful.