if i recall yaoi is maleXmale made by female authors that are more marketed towards girls (based on actual content compared to the stuff made by and for gay men)
but don’t quote me on that
A weird point of highschool was when a friend went out of their way to make one of me and a friend
I know this person liked me, and it made a lot of things super awkward
i remember around intermediate through middle school people spread a rumor how me and this one good friend of mine (a girl) were a couple.
it was super ridiculous and we both make fun of that
even more so now since basically the both of us are gay so now it’s like “haha you thought wrong idiots”
Honestly @Sharubii I hardly expect any relationship from highschool to last long
I had a friend my freshman year, who to my surprise is 18, and she started dating a senior and she dropped out of highschool (just saying, this senior was a jerk)
I'm surprised the relation is somehow still going, but if it does end-
Everyone was drama, I did have a few friends, but I only ever knew them in school, as I am not the most Social person, not to mention they were closer to eachother than I was to them.
I understand how that feels @Colin7arn I dealt with that a lot and still do. People would call me their friend and time to time actually come over, but normally they were seeing if my brother was there.
Being overshadowed is a wonderful feeling, isn't it...?
Most every friend my sisters/brother have had, never really payed attention to me, but I did have small conversations every now and then, though generally I am left out of their antics.
The little group of friends I did have are always calm when its just me and one-two other people but when there is the whole slew?
They were more active, and I would not be surprised if that didn't change when I was missing
I am getting a feeling that, that is a sibling thing.
Both my sisters do it, my brother has never really been a problem though, he is ~8 years older than me, so I haven't actually lived with him as long.
But when my little sister has her friends around she becomes very, very rude and will throw constant insults aimed at me, and it really gets bothersome
That does remind me
Me and my older sister, when we were younger we were waiting on a sibling which did cause the little rivalry of want, in which I wanted a baby brother and she wanted a baby sister
I wonder what it would have been like to have a little brother
I have a ton of older brothers/sisters from my Dads side of the family, though I don't really "know" the brothers, I moreso know my sisters
Also one thing I have always hated in life, is the fact that you can't exactly know what its like to be the Middle child, or the Oldest child if you are the youngest, and vice versa
I would have loved to know what it was like to be the oldest, and the youngest.
Same as an Only Child, which I have a friend who is one, and she says it sucks
Does instill a bit of jealousy when she see's others have good times with their siblings, which I understand.
My siblings have more friends and I would feel envious of that, especially because they do talk often.
But I also do talk to them every now and then, and if you were an only child you never experience that.
The only advantage to being anti-social is I don't get involved in friend's drama.
Somehow the more social you are, the more drama you'll get in, from what I've noticed.
Around to many people I just shrink down..... Like "nobody to see here" then other times I act all: "move, shoo shoo, get the hell away, I will effing fight you."
Thats all from me tonight
I gotta go for now, so see ya
(also, I totally understand the shrinking down thing, I'd rather not participate in group activities often, especially if other people have tried to invite me)
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