Comments on Profile Post by ZihariRelin

Every person of there were just a bit suspicious, giving weird looks like something was wrong. Of course it made sense though. This wasn't my body, this was someone elses, but did they know? Slowly, it became clear that I was supposed to be dead- but I was alive for some unknown reason.

The dream continued like this for a point until it started turning to dusk, where we were ready for the editing portion, which was planned to be done tomorrow, and so I started walking around the parking lot at night, and I could hear their voices behind a car talking about some experiment.

They talked about how they found these 'papers' by this doctor speaking of being able to make the dead walk, and having selected a few subjects.


I confronted them about, as I was getting quite curious, as at this point in the dream I was realizing that every time I went to sleep I always had a dream like this one: Wake up in another body, and stay a day.

They seemed hesitant to answer, but they stated it clearly: I wasn't their brother- He died in the fire in the playground. I wasn't supposed to be alive.
Dream ended there.

sorry for the alerts

Don't be sorry about alerts, (even though I was gonna say I was just bombarded with them..) I like story times, and that is a very interesting dream

Generally my dreams have been based on an idea, like this one is
A last day to walk after death.
Like a final farewell, so deeper in, it is sadder than it felt inside the dream.

Is it weird to say I like your mind? Like the ideas and stuff, and you apparently have interesting dreams...

Having time to think is one of the most dangerous things.

It truly is

Wow, all i get are wierd dreams that make a ton of sense to me when im in them but once i wake up (usually due to being spooked) i realized how stupid/unreal it was

The truth of dreams

A lot of my dreams consist of thoughts I have before going to sleep. Which form into stories some of the time, though occasionally I do have the dream that has no logic in it.

I try not to think too much before sleep.. Might be bad

Before sleep is the best time to think, simply because you dont have any tasks you need to do, just some time alone to think

I've always had trouble sleeping at night- I used to take pills to 'knock me out'. Its not easy to clear my mind at night, unless I am dead-tired.

If anything, I usually pass out during the day, more often than night.

Nocturnalness, seriously there needs to be a night school...

they started doing something like that up here.
But it was moreso for bad kids- to make them stay extra time

It doesn't count if it's just extra time..

What they did was kick bad kids out of the 'normal classes' and instead they go to 'night classes' which is from 6pm to 8pm?
I wouldnt know, I am a good kid.
So it technically wasn't 'extra time'

Why they send the bad kids, I'd be a bad kid just to get into the night classes
I am somewhat good kid.....

To separate them from the 'good kids'

And it was a punishment of sorts- You have wayy less privileges. Most things you could do in school were kinda null-and-void, it basically equated to sit down, study a book for hours, and then probably take a test

The main way kids got into it though was by skipping.

I don't skip classes, now school sounds even worse...

A lot of kids in my school were terrible, and it equated down to skip class because you don't like someone/the teacher.
I hated basically everyone.

(Not to mention if you were a senior, you could get away with it easily)

Come to my school, bit better, even if you don't like all teachers (damn seniors, always getting away with stuff..!)

It might be a late for that sadly.

The school did have a saving grace, and that was the few teachers I did like, and my friends. Not to mentions the rules are basically: Live and let live.

There was one time I was trying to eat my lunch, and these two girls started getting into a fight, and I was on the edge of the table, and she threw the girl onto the table trying to put her into a chokehold.
I always wonder this: What's the point of violence, it only results in pain.

Causing pain upon others is the point of violence.. Nothing like that has happened in my school yet

I only like a few teachers and one person in my classes (some others are alright though)

Thats what I mean.
They use it to settle disputes, but-
What it does in the end is make someone hurt, and does no good.
A disagreement leads into a fight for what reason? What is it going to do?

A while back, in my freshman year, there was this kid who got jumped- and put into a coma- The thing about this is if this kid dies, those who jumped him get charged with murder.
Thats 40 years to life. I want to see them fight their way out of that problem

The few friends I do have are from MiddleSchool.
Thing is, I only really see them in School, but such is life.

That would be interesting, I hope that kid doesn't die though..

I understand how that goes.. Not many people wanna interact with me after school, which I completely understand

But its pretty messed up.
The thing that really irks me is that the thought process of everyone is:
"I'm going to jump that person I don't like, merely because I have a distaste for them"

Most of the time nothing happens but there are those few that go through with it.

I hate it when people don't like someone just because they're different, it's so fuckin stupid.. (Sry about language..)

Oh, its fine. Don't worry about it.

Generally what I try to do is find the good in someone-
Even if they are really rude. I have the mind to know that they have their own thoughts, and have dreamt. You might've noticed, but I really do try to explain a lot of things.

You're a good guy, that is what I have noticed, and I like talkin to ya. Kinda noticed that..

Most people are repulsed by conversations like this for some reason.
Deep conversations, I mean.
You aren't.
I like that about you.

Most people are repulsed by me and my weirdness, I find these conversations interesting

I really don't see why people find that a problem.

There's this thing about life.
We are social beings. You may have noticed this too, but when you talk to someone, your brain thinks a lot less. Its easier.
When you are alone however, you tend to think a lot, about anything. The good, the bad, and everything inbetween.

What I generally think about is stuff like that.
What I think at times.
What I felt when I said this or that.
why I feel this way.
Or even a book I read recently.

Yeah, I've noticed, personally I'm used to being alone though, even if there are others in the room, I'm kinda just there and try to refuse bad thoughts.. (I'll shut up now.. Sorry)

How does this conversation make you feeelll?

You did nothing wrong.

The thing is, bad thoughts kinda come to people naturally.


I've lived a ton of my life feeling alone.

I thought I was complaining or something, sorry..
My bad thoughts make me think "bleh, leave me alone I already know this"
Loneliness is not only physical but emotional..

Theres this thing:
'Having someone understand is better than having someone who tries to comfort without understanding'

If anything, I'm happy.
I love having conversations like this.
Most equate to a few words or sentences.

I try to understand..
These conversations are quite intriguing, totally just a few sentences here