Comments on Profile Post by TurtleTheSeawing

I seem to get sadder, and sadder whenever I play minecraft itself... so... I am quitting minecraft... no, not forever, but for a week. I need time to heal, my sanity, and happiness is draining, and I won't even come back on for Gavel if it comes out (Ik it won't, but, you know)

Yo, let's try and maybe work something out.

I'm worried about myself, and I don't want any of you to worry, but I felt that you all had the right to know what's going on in my life, and how I feel emotionally. I won't be elaborating on this too much more. I just want to say, that I will be ok, I just need this break.

Go ahead. Minecraft ain't that fun anyways, haha.

Well, i hope you get better m8!

Now, that being said, I won't be stopping myself from coming on here, or anything like that... I don't want anyone to respond to this, I want you all to just, message me privately if you want to help, or whatever. I just want you all to know, that your help isn't needed, but will be taken fully, and lovingly. I'm not seeking attention with this... I just feel you all have the right to know the truth right now.

Thank you.

Yikes. Of all the games I know of, it's Minecraft that's draining you?

Not really draining... it's more or less it's my nostalgic memories...

see, when I was younger, and before minecraft, I had a huge imagination... I still have a huge one now... it's just... I can't access that imagination right now... it's making me think back to when I was little... and then it makes me think...

I'm getting older, and older, and I'm not able to go back to being young... I'm slowly going closer and closer to my future, where it might be dull, it might not be... I can only see two paths in my life, leading one that I am bored all the time, a job I don't even like, and the only excitement is my relationship... or me having fun all the time, but being a bit more disconnected from society a bit.

the reason I will be disconnected a bit from society, is cause... other than those I love, or care about (which means friends, and family, and pets, or boyfriend/girlfriend) I like being alone, but... I want to make myself look like I was worth something in my life, which is one reason I want to do youtube, it's not cause I don't want to do any other job (even though I don't want to)

it's cause it's the only one that can keep me sane

I think I said this to Vez before he confessed his stuff, but for you this is urgent. Seriously, see a doctor. Something's seriously up with your mental health that needs fixing bad.

dude... I'm fine... really, I am... it's just deep thought... everyone goes through it at least once in their life. So, it's normal...

You just said YouTube is the only job that's gonna keep you sane ._.

umm, well, cause it is... I am not really a social person... which is completely normal last time I checked...

Like, not even other jobs on the Internet that don't need any social activity?

like what? lol

Anything? Idk

:I

Game dev? Game design? If it's to do with games there's quite a lot of opportunities.

I don't have many skills in math... which you NEED to be a game dev, coding... etc.

Damn.

Thanks for all the alerts m8