Comments on Profile Post by Lilyluka

I'm not leaving, I'm just... probably not going to be nearly as active as before.

I'm not really sure how the forums have impacted me.
It's probably the thing I most enjoy in my life, but it isn't very good for me. It takes up a lot of my time that could be used for school.

But, it still is good for me as well, because I have a few amazing friends here that I'm not willing to let go at all.

My parents are getting pretty mad at me for some bad grades I made.

I would say that the forums are affecting me in a positive way, though. Without y'all, I wouldn't be anything.

Yet, having an addiction to these forums just isn't very good for my academics. I'm pretty sure academics are more important than the forums, but... the forums are almost as important. It's something I don't want to let go...

But what's bad? I have to kind of let it go for now. And, that just means that I'll get a lot better grades, and my parents will be happy with me.

That doesn't come without negatives, though. Letting go of this place... it's honestly horrifying. I can't take it.
I consider the positives not enough to be honest.

Yes, yes, I know... academics are way more important. This just really isn't a thing I can just let go of. I've grown too attached to this place. It's very, very hard...

I wish I didn't need to let go of this place for a while.
I really just can't go even a WEEK without it... that's pretty stupid, yeah.

There's one thing that I'm just really not happy about. Why am I complaining that I won't have time to be on here often? People in my school have to go through a year worth of almost no fun, and I have at least two times as much fun as them.

So why do I complain? I guess it's just... I've grown too attached to this place... it's hard.

I don't want to do this, still.
It's painful.
But I have to.

/close rant

Good luck Sek .. My grade are slipping too but I manage to bring them up , just gotta balance between forums and school xd

Good idea. Good luck enforcing it, too lmao

Enforcing it's gonna be pretty difficult.