Comments on Profile Post by youngmonster

I'm hallucinating at random times. One time, I thought I was alone in the SB and I just couldn't see the other messages. Another one: I couldn't recognize a house...

It's horrible. My eyes hurt horribly, too. I believe it may because of me just not getting enough sleep...

Help... me..

If you're tired, sleep. Even if you're not tired, just get of the computer/tablet and lay down for a few minutes, it could help.

I'm too tempted. I get told that all the time. But I never have been stopped, no matter how hard I saw the consequences.

Let me remind you that may not be it. I'll also remind you that I'm getting lonely extremely frequently, and I just don't feel special, compared to back then. Back then, I was so much closer to people.

Again, things change.

And believe me, I'm like that too. I have albums filled with pictures of younger, happier, a lot more outgoing and care free me in contrast to my now (for the most part) cool, calm, laid back, and super secretive self.

I believe the past is important, and without it, we wouldn't be who we are. However, if you live in the past and constantly compare yourself to past times, you won't get anywhere.

People here, like me, can talk to you, just like right now. So never push yourself to think that you're always alone.

I've come up with a plan. It may not work, and you may not enjoy it. I very much appreciate your kind words.

Can you watch over me whenever you have time? My personality changes (serious, happy, sad, that kind of stuff) and when it changes to mad I may insult or get quite defensive. Can you sometimes pull me out of those situations?

I know it sounds like discipline, and while you may not enjoy that... I want this to happen. I can't have myself get out of control. I want to feel that someone always will care for me and love me even further by solving a big problem that I have.

I always have the shoutbox in the corner of my eye and in the back of my head, but if it needs more attention then sure.

Because you're the greatest person I've met on this forum, you are who I should rely on. Your kindness and spirit brings me to the fact that you're perfect for this.

I'm hanging around there a lot of the time, so..

Are you up to it?

I'll try to make it a habit

You truly are the greatest <3 ^_^
Thank you so much for doing this!

Thanks <3
For someone like you, I'd be happy. And I don't mind, people have noted me for showing a serving attitude at times...

By the way, we probably reached 200+ comments.
Love Comment Master Race <3

Well, I kind of do have to be serving at this point, right? And why wouldn't I? You're even more than my best friend!

<3

We should get to 500 one day. Slowly, but surely. That would be a lot of love <3

It sure would be, we'll get there before we know it <3

Well, if you noticed we break out nearly 50 comments a day. Fifty. Comments. That's a (I'm not going to swear... I can't) heap of comments...

xD
I have a convo up with some forums friends, "Team Spam" as we call ourselves. We've made over 45 different convos, each with ATLEAST 50 pages, heck we've had one go to about 75!

Spam? I would totally love to join that xD

It's kinda limited due to the 6 person convo limit, and btw u actually know most, if not all of them xP

Ah. I see.

By the way, what will your way of discpline be? Just curious.

If you give me bigger punishments, I'll actually be more content and safe that way.

I'm not the type to give punishments... But I can slap some sense into people if they really need it :p

Look, I really do need those punishments. This is a big problem for me.

But it is one to resolve through punishment...

Hmm, how about stay away from the shoutbox while I'm offline

Speaking of that, I'm gonna go sleep. Cya in the mornin' <3

Okay. I can live with that. That's perfectly fine! <3

As long as I'm close to you, I'm safe and happy <3

Well... I got bored and tempted. I pretty much did nothing wrong, but I still went in the SB... sigh...

Would it be a better idea to just get myself SB banned all together? I don't think it's the place for me anymore. I don't think it's a good idea. But I'm not sure just how to get myself not tempted at all...

I'm just... s-so-sorry... I thought this wouldn't happen. I apologize. ;(

Are you there?

It's ok.
And yes I am, just had to make to next Team Spam convo :p
(Idk why I woke up so late tho...)

2:50 PM is the latest you can get. xD

I thought you were rather going to say something else than ''It's ok.''. Because having the feeling of disobeying you just breaks my heart. I can't believe I did that.

I just want to hold close to you a lot of the time. I'm quite sad that you're not on that often. :c

I don't expect anyone to be perfect, everyone will mess up so there's no shame in it.

I'm more active now than I was during school xP

While you can't expect anyone to be perfect, you always want to see them try hard. There's still shame in it for me.

Well... I don't know, actually. Maybe you're right. The fact that I was lonely without you, and bored made me tempted...

Maybe I should just stay with you, and talk to almost no one else for a couple of weeks?I know that sounds like ''I don't need the rest of you, all I need is here'' kind of thing, but I get annoyed and unhappy against some members. But you're really the definition of happiness to me, so...

Then again, I need to make sure I get a bit of insanity off my mind, and I also have to make sure I'm always civil..

I don't like it when people give up without trying, but don't be shameful.

If someone annoys you, stay away from them. However, you cannot ignore everyone forever.

Be civil, but also let loose every now and then.

Aww. You give really good advice. <3

Yeah. I guess you're right. I should be civil but just be close to you at some times.

The problem is I just can't always control my temperament...

Maybe as time goes on, you will learn how to control it.

Thanks <3
For today I'm just going to be close to you, as you're... well, do I even need to say it?

<3 ^-^

<3 ^-^

Nobody else has commented yet... wow... people really don't love me anymore </3