Serious Depression

I feel that all my life are pointless everything is pointless all my life are just sorrow my existing is meaningless and Im thinking about suicide I got to the point where I ask for help on forums of cube server idk what to do I just don't wanna exist its all just pain but I wasnt always like that I remember when I was happy in my life not like now I just wanna feel something that isnt sadness again even for a secend maybe I should just die

 

Go get real help. Seriously. Don't ask a bunch of idiots on an internet site.

 

I tried but all those guys that "help you" are just cunt that dont care about help you they care about there money to buy whores I told ot to my perents but they just keep sending me to this "real help" that would legit cut my head off if someone would pay them I just dont know what to do at that point

 

Whoaaa please get some help from someone you can trust, we idiots can't all understand what your going through. I don't know you but I want you to know that even when you feel as though you are nothing in life, people around you everywhere are here to help you. You can't trust everyone on the internet but seriously what do I have to say I'm only 13

 

Literally anyone is more qualified than some internet forums. If you don't feel comfortable talking to your parents or whatever professional they send you to, at least talk to a teacher in your school you feel comfortable talking to, or even better a school counsoler if your school has one. Even just talking to your friends about the issue would be better than some people that don't understand who you are on the internet.

 

There probably is a better website for this, google it and you'll probably find one just for this purpose, however considering how most of us are probably still in high school or younger this really isn't the best place to ask

 

I know I did it for the 0.1% chance that will help

 

Maybe try to find something that you like like a sport and just spend lots of time on that, or reading if you like that can take you to a different world

 

but thoose are just distractions from the grim reality

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A bit of a weird question, you don't have to answear it, but how old are you, your depression might be related to age, or not.

 

14

 

yeah that might be it, in couple of years you'll feel better

 

I hope so

 

also here watch this:

watch the whole video

 

Thats the best thing I have seen in my short life what a masterpiece

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I guess its easier to talk to pepole you dont know

 

I would say it's easier to talk with people annonymously

 

Yup

 

http://www.crisistextline.org Text HOME to 741-741 this service exists for an outlet to those who feel they have no one. It is run by volunteers.

 

Dude I love all of his sarcastic rants.
Its so funny

Kill yourself, From God's Perspective, and Lower your expectations are my favorite

 

my favourite one is a world on fire

 

I am 18 and I just know what you are feeling. I'm dealing everyday with my severe depression, and my last suicide thoughts were at this very morning. But please, don't go. Something keeps us all here. And what keeps us is hope for better. You'll not get better by harming yourself, but with getting along with anxiety and making ways to feel better. Video games are a really good way.

Since I dropped out the upper secondary, I have been in the "real help" thing. In the closed wards, and in the weekly meetups with someone to talk for. It may help for a moment, but the feelings are back soon. What I have encountered so far is that getting some real friends helps a lot - I have a gf and few friends to whom I talk everyday (via internet), and they take care of me. They help me when I'm very anxious, and they talk when I want to talk. They are the real helpers.

I know it's not nice to be social, but friends are a good way to survive from depression. If you can't make them irl, make them in internet. Wynn is a big community, but being nice here may get you inside community.

Just don't get alone anxious. I know it's not nice. And I know that you think the same as me: suicide would remove your problems. The only reason that I haven't done it yet is, that it creates a lot of more problems and anxiety for your close ones. Think about: I wouldn't be helping you here if I would have done it.

Have a bit better day c: