I lost my white horse...

Okay this may sound stupid ( cause i am very stupid).

A year ago i reached lvl 105 and i wanted to do something special.
So i started gathering stuff to sell them on the TM.
After a while, i had 2.5 stx liquid so i bought a white horse. I have not played this game for 3 months.
Today i logged in and i just discovered i lost my white horse.

Right now i am stressed and i don't know if there are some ways to retrieve my white horse back.
I thought maybe the mods can help me...

I am just very desperate and sad, i just don't know how to fix it.
The thought of wasting 2.5 stx liquid makes my day even worse...

 

mods can't refund items u lose, sadly

 

I can't lose my, since I don't have one :D