Things That Keep Me Awake

Sometimes when I sleep some Things keep me awake and I usually wait for 1-2 hours then fall asleep. So I will be listing them all in order of which one happens the most. (New to forums please correct anything if I make a mistake)
1. Death
One day everyone I love and know will die and that Were just like a piece of cereal in a big milky bowl soon to be devoured A.K.A Die.
2. Riddles
Some nights I think of insane questions and try to answer them, like If a farmer had a infinite amount of fences what will he do with all of them?
3. What should I eat for breakfast?
Maybe Cereal? Oats, a granola bar Low carb breakfast burrito?

If stuff happens to you that keeps you awake you can post it in the replys or comments.
Bye!

 

1. The point of life is to reproduce. Harsh reality.
2. He has an infinite amount, but is not required to place them down. Therefore he will store them in his magical barn.
3. Hot Pockets. Best breakfast NA

 

1. Study (I wonder why, being asian)
2. Game design/theory
3. Latin

Can never seem to do Latin homework quick enough

 

For me, it's just...

1. Severe paranoia issues that I've had since I was ****ing born. I'm a teenager that can't lie in bed without being scared of nothing, how pathetic.

2. If I realize something (because that happens a lot, I forget something until I'm in bed and have taken sleeping medicine), and am too tired to go do it, like a homework assignment.

 

Horror movies
Horror games
Horror stories
My neighbours partying
Procrastination

 

1. Study
2. Study
3. Study

 

How do I sleep.

 

Neighbor parties
sugar
study

 

1. Weird shadow movements at the corner of my eye.
2. Nothing keeps me awake but I for some reason have to stay awake.
3. Forums.
4. Youtube

 

1. Sleeping patterns
2. Paranoia
3. In still scared of the dark (I watched a fuck ton of horror movies when I was 4 and 5)
4. Philosophy
5. The fact that we might all be in a simulation
6. Ghost
7. In scared of mirrors
8. Spiders
9. Room temp
10. The fact that we are all insignificant, we do not have a purpose in anything since we know everything is gonna be gone some day.
11. Things I don't understand in science
12. Is there an afterlife

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Oh yeah and the fact that its hard as hell to breath

 

1. Darkness
2. Fun fact; most walls have
Large spaces inside where scorpions,spiders,mice,lizards, and bugs live (if your VEERY careful you could hear a spider move if it was big enough) so if you hear something in your wall, don't worry it's probably just a spider also they can only escape though holes so make Shure not to punch any holes in your wall. Oh also there above you as we'll

 

Well thank you for telling me that.......
I'll just go cry myself to sleep now ;_;

 

Death
Forums
The fucking street light right outside my window
Dem sicknasty beats good music that I play over and over in my mind
My dad's light-up keyboard
My dog sleeping on the middle of the bed

 

The things that keep me up are

Wynncraft

Wynncraft Fourms

Amazing Skype Friends

 

I usually think about what I'm going to have for lunch the next day.
And then what am I going to have for dinner.
What about meals for the day after that?
For the next week?
I like food.

 

Oh yeah
What If questions.

That keeps me up a lot

 

My life
Things that lurk in the dark
Self loathing.

 

Anxiety

Depression (about personal things I don't want to talk about)

Self-Loathing

Inner monologues about how futile everything is in the end. You spend you entire life working towards a goal, and in the end is it worth it, is anything with it? When you die (which you inevitably will.) does your life even amount to anything. Will anyone even remember you. I highly doubt it. It's entirely possible that you could die before achieving anything with your life, and then what? Nothing.

Sorry I kinda went on a tangent there.

Angsty thoughts about how life isn't fair (but to be honest i do make a lot of good points.)

Just generally mourning people who are dead

Being pissed off at myself for being a talentless, useless sack of shit who will ultimately amount to nothing in their useless, petty life, regardless of whether or not I achieve what I personally think of as "an accomplishment" or "a success" and that no matter what I do I will always end up being dissatisfied with my life, without fail.

Oh wait, I guess that counts as self-loathing haha.

I shouldn't have made this post, you all think that I'm an edgelord now.

This was a complete waste of time.

I am an idiot.

 

1. New spells in Wynn craft
2. A drag race going on out side my house.
3. Grades
4. How lucky I am
5. When is someone truly dead and what is the force that can animate the body.
6. Insane scenarios
7. Any cringe thing I have done.
8. What to do after I get straight A
9. Why my feet smell like fish sauce
10. Unevenly cut nails.

 

Immortality.

The thought of living forever and never dying AT ALL terrifies me and when I start thinking about that I can't stop.